No more. That's Enough.

“I feel like a lot of this baggage I’ve been carrying around I put onto myself, either disappointment in myself or self-blame. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t think I deserved it or asked for it or did something to bring that on. I don’t feel that way at all. It’s like your baseline and you’ve got your self-doubt, desperation on top of that, and before you know it, you’ve got a seven-layer burrito. I can feel every one of them. I don’t know how to express it or articulate it but I can feel every one of them. It’s not the ‘Yuck’ that I used to describe. They’re stacked one on top of the other. I guess I have just done it for so long that when the rape happened, it was the straw that broke the camel’s back. I just left. My mind said that’s enough, no more.”

 

Let's not go anywhere, 자은아.

You’ve been holding on to these emotions for so long and also, the belief that you have to be a certain way

No more. That's Enough.