My Only rule, My Only standard

I'm just thinking why I don't like my family and relatives.. 

and like to go outside where there's no one I know,, 

Is it my personality? 역마살? 

Or is it psycholosical disorder about stability..?

This boundary of normal and abnormal is... I don't know,,

Who decide it's normal and abnormal?

Jesus is definitely abnormal,, at that time,,

 

Only God knows,, Only You knows that,,

I know I am not wrong, You made me perfectly... 

My Only rule, My Only standard is You... Not psychology research...