social-cue

another trait of borderline autism is hard to read social-cue. 

I denied this for a long time, but now I understand, it is right.

Because I act without reading social-cue, especially with a relationship between parents,,

it may be awkard to react for them depending on the situation,

but I just got hurt thinking 'why they don't ,,,,,,,'

it was me, who didn't read social-cue... 

I thought I got hurt numerous people,

I've thought that people is usually hurting me,

but it was me who act and expect reaction without considering their situation.

I didn't need to feel get hurt, I didn't need to be fearful of people and relationship...